Half Alive10:44 PM
Yes, I'm still alive. Half alive. And boredom is killing me. I'm stuck in our house. I got no one to talk to (I mean, I'm the only one here in our house in my generation). Sucky internet connection! Haven't played piano for a long while (I'm badly needing music! Ugh). I miss my friends. I miss dressing up and going out. Urgh...
/I'm feeling such a badass hearing myself ranting. Ugh/
Anyway, I'm just feeling kinda lost. I think. I've been thinking about my future a lot, since the vacation started. Hmm, I think I'm just not used with myself being not so productive. I think I've just spent a month doing nothing worthy. This is just not so me. *sigh*
|Heart ring from Cutie Patooties|
Anywhoo, I've decided to spend the rest of my summer vacation with my hobby, photography. And I decided to start with myself x flowers earlier before the sun goes down. Yay! I'm finally back with taking photos! Thanks to Keifer for fixing/cleaning my Canon camera+lens! I got a few scheduled shoots in these coming weeks. I can't hide my excitement! Finally, something worthy. I guess.
|Thanks to Sam Abiog for my pretty floral headband! *hugs*|
|Half alive, half dead. But I prefer using half alive.. Hmm, optimism here!|
I'm feeling half alive but I know one day
You and I will be free
To live and die by our own rules
- Secondhand Serenade